Practicing T'ai Chi is one way of rewiring one's internal electrical circuits
so more power can flow in the body. Working on correct form is
important because this encourages the internal circuits to connect
along their paths clearly.
So do practice. Your eyes will open to the form as your body begins
to open to the work. As you continue to practice your body will open
more and more and there will be more energy available to you. Keep it
up and your vision will widen, your life's purpose will become clear.