"For the last four hundred years, an unstated assumption of science is that human intention cannot affect what we call "physical reality." Our experimental research of the past decade shows that, for today's world and under the right conditions, this assumption is no longer correct. We humans are much more than we think we are and Psychoenergetic Science continues to expand the proof of it." - William A. Tiller

Since coming home from Barcelona I have been trying out the Reconnection as much as possible, on my family , my pets ,  my plants and remotely on people I have been asked to pray for. I just love the feel of this work. While I  doing it my attention is  absorbed watching the ' client 'and listening with my hands.  I find it fascinating  to see how bodies respond to these ' frequencies ' and love searching for and discovering the connections each time I work .
 I spent one night watching  William A Tiller ( on youtube.com )discussing his research into the Reconnection and some of his other related work.
I have found it to be inspiring and uplifting . It is so good to come across these pioneers who are pushing out the boundaries of our beliefs  and thereby allowing us to grow and develop in ways unimagined a few years ago.

The challenge is to write about what is really pushing out my boundaries on a day.
 I changed my mobile phone provider a few weeks ago and my first bill arrived today.
It was more than I had expected and it seemed that I hadn't got the deal the shop assistant
had promised me. ( I live in a small town and know the assistant ). So what was I to do ?
It might seem straight forward to some people to just go back to the shop and ask but it
actually was very difficult for me.  I could have asked John to go in and ask, but I knew
that it was time for me to grow up in regard to money. So I took my bill in and asked for
an explanation . Everything was explained and I received an apology that it hadn't been
 made clear to me that the first bill would be like this.
 This was a big step forward and and felt so good and empowering that I phoned  a group
who hadn't paid an invoice which I had sent a few weeks ago ( more fears here) again I got
sincere apologies and was assured that the payment would be made promptly.
What a day for me and to top it all off I have shared it , have also faced the fear of showing
 that I am still in kindergarten when it comes to money.  So maybe I am actually moving out
of my old beliefs and and growing in that area of my life too.

Here is my dog Susie , she was giving me the cold shoulder since I got home from Barcelona .
So last night I decided to show her what I had been up to while I was away. She had no trouble
feeling the ' frequencies ' her body showed the registers and she looked at me inquisitively.
Then delighted with the response I worked on her again to show John (maybe not such a good idea ).
She did respond again but then she jumped up and walked off, John then asked me if I thought it was
ethical to work on her as she hadn't given me her permission. This made me reflect and my feeling is
that it was ok first time because my intention was to help our relationship to heal. I feel she knew that
too and hence she was relaxed and open.  Second time I was  "showing off " my new skill. Who knows,
Maybe she felt the different intention and didn't want to participate , either way I will check my intention
 next time.

The most important question  for me has always been , '' What is the purpose of my life ? '' The voice in my head regularly asks ,  '' Are you wasting time ? Should you be doing something more productive ? Should  you try and earn some more money ? ''  Sometimes the voice shuts up for a while, or maybe I just learn to ignore it. But then back it comes , John says why don't you write about it ? I say  ''I have no answers no insights on that subject .'' John says " That doesn't matter you might get some clarity by writing ". Well here I am writing and still no clearer.  He says " Why not just accept that this is the way you are ? " And that is the joke because that brings me back to a life of asking " Is this my purpose ? Am I living my Darma? Dare I relax even more and really trust that life knows where it is leading , let go of any remaining figuring out.  Finally some peace arrives , because deep down inside I know that  this is what I love , I love to look deeply inside to listen deeply inside , and  as long as I can have the time to search and question I guess that is what I'll do.  So John was right after all the writing has helped .

I came home from Barcelona and the ' Reconnection ' workshops late last night.
I feel different my house looks  different to me.  It's a good different.
 This morning while chatting with John I suddenly became aware of how beautiful the colours in the room  looked in the morning light.
 Some students came around for Tai Chi lessons and they seemed different to me also.  It was as if another part of me was watching us work and knew how to make  adjustments to the form so it would flow more smoothly.  I have the sense of being the observer of the day moving by.  It even feels strange to me to  be writing like this now , it usually takes me ages to process my experiences and then I write from a more detached or distant ' space '. Here I am spilling out today's experience while it is still ongoing. Why am I doing this, maybe because the reconnection  feels real to me. I do feel reconnected I want to tell you about it.  I want everybody to know that it is possible to feel amazing and new, reborn to the beauty in every aspect of one's life.

My bag is packed and ready ,  I'm off to a seminar on 'The Reconnection ' with Eric Pearl in  Barcelona .
Since I read about this method of working and have been giving and receiving treatments I just knew that I wanted to experience the workshop and get the ''training''.  Off in the morning and looking forward .. .

‘’ My composition arises out of asking questions. I am reminded of a story early on about a class with Schoenberg. He had us go to the blackboard to solve a particular problem in counterpoint (though it was a class in harmony). He said, 'When you have a solution, turn around and let me see it.' I did that. He then said: 'Now another solution, please.' I gave another and another until finally, having made seven or eight, I reflected a moment and then said with some certainty: 'There aren't any more solutions.' He said: 'OK. What is the principle underlying all of these solutions?' I couldn't answer his question; but I had always worshipped the man, and at that point I did even more. He ascended, so to speak. I spent the rest of my life, until recently, hearing him ask that question over and over. And then it occurred to me through the direction that my work has taken, which is renunciation of choices and the substitution of asking questions, that the principle underlying all of the solutions that I had given him was the question that he had asked, because they certainly didn't come from any other point. He would have accepted the answer, I think. The answers have the questions in common. Therefore the question underlies the answers. ‘’

 - John Cage

Finally a summer's day ! And some great garden practice.

The goal of life is to make your heartbeat match the beat of the universe
to match your nature with Nature.
  - Joseph  Cambell